You don't stop being on edge, and you don't settle in to the things most people seem to take for granted. I can't trust peace, or that people aren't being shitty liars somewhere I just can't see yet. I'd guess trusting it will only come with time, looking at the examples others have set from home, if I have enough of it.
Food is the next most baffling thing. The variety, the spices, the cafes that produce meals in short turn around, the sheer amounts of sweets... These aren't bad things at all, but they're overwhelming.
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Food is the next most baffling thing. The variety, the spices, the cafes that produce meals in short turn around, the sheer amounts of sweets... These aren't bad things at all, but they're overwhelming.