"John-"

I mean. He's right. He's right and he should say it, and Jane knows this in her heart and really, she...she's just trying not to get hurt again. Not like before. But by gum, it's so stupid, and this isn't the time nor the place to hash it out-

...

She lets out a long, tired breath. Closes her eyes. Counts to five.

"Why the fuck would I play a game that doesn't matter here, Dirk? Why in the heck would I bother?"