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the girl who tortured me. taylor. i morphed her once.
she was burned in a fire and crippled. she was prom queen. she was everyone's dream girl. she became a voluntary controller so that the yeerks would give her back some of what she used to have. and i morphed her and i think that just got her madder because she saw what she'd lost.
she was fierce. like rachel. i think some of that fierceness was her own instincts.
i want to feel bad for her. she lost so much. she just wanted it back. i wouldn't want people to abandon me just because i got messed up, either.
but she gave up control. she willingly helped to ruin lives. so i can't feel bad.
but i do. and she tortured me, hard enough that i broke. and i feel bad for her.
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the girl who tortured me. taylor. i morphed her once.
she was burned in a fire and crippled. she was prom queen. she was everyone's dream girl. she became a voluntary controller so that the yeerks would give her back some of what she used to have. and i morphed her and i think that just got her madder because she saw what she'd lost.
she was fierce. like rachel. i think some of that fierceness was her own instincts.
i want to feel bad for her. she lost so much. she just wanted it back. i wouldn't want people to abandon me just because i got messed up, either.
but she gave up control. she willingly helped to ruin lives. so i can't feel bad.
but i do. and she tortured me, hard enough that i broke. and i feel bad for her.
it's messed up. we're all so freaking messed up.