Oh.

Oh, she's screwed up.

And now she feels bad and shit she does not want to make things worse-

"Dirk, I am not going to fucking fight you, holy shit. Hurting you is the last thing I want to do after hurting you that bad! I know this is a bit dramatic but I also know you will go to literally any lengths to avoid talking about feelings, oh my god! The fact that you immediately assume that I pulled you into an elaborate setup to get you to let your guard down just proves my point.

"I'm sorry, for what it's worth."