And I'm still wrestling with my anger with you. As much as I do not know how to express it, it affects me. Yet my assessment was correct; speaking with you thus has cooled my anger.
[His hands drop for a moment and tremble. There's so much he wants to talk about, but... Can he?]
Everything, really. I died, and he walked the stars in loneliness for eons. When we spend time together, it is as if little has changed... But when he expresses his hurt, it is so much more raw than it ever was. And I simply cannot reach him. So I want to shield him from pain, as much as I can.
We used to share absolutely everything, but now there are secrets between us.
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[His hands drop for a moment and tremble. There's so much he wants to talk about, but... Can he?]
Everything, really. I died, and he walked the stars in loneliness for eons. When we spend time together, it is as if little has changed... But when he expresses his hurt, it is so much more raw than it ever was. And I simply cannot reach him. So I want to shield him from pain, as much as I can.
We used to share absolutely everything, but now there are secrets between us.