[If Ford can even hear her say that, her voice cracks a little and it comes out more a whisper. Damn it, she thought she'd be able to, y'know, not have this kind of breakdown. She was doing so good! Everything was fine!
Stupid irrational fears. Stupid abandonment issues projecting themselves onto this situation. Stupid universe for taking her girlfriend away. Stupid, stupid, stupid.]
I mean. I guess. [This time it comes out like a grumble. Because she knows he's right, but the logic plug in her brain has been disconnected for a long time.] It just feels so... I don't know. Unfair.
[Chloe's feelings have a very expensive projector and it's currently running in overdrive.]
He didn't ask to get stuck with me, then left behind and then boom! Here I am again! What if I fucked him up like- like- it's just unfair! Why did I have to disappear again, when everything was fucking awesome before?
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[If Ford can even hear her say that, her voice cracks a little and it comes out more a whisper. Damn it, she thought she'd be able to, y'know, not have this kind of breakdown. She was doing so good! Everything was fine!
Stupid irrational fears. Stupid abandonment issues projecting themselves onto this situation. Stupid universe for taking her girlfriend away. Stupid, stupid, stupid.]
I mean. I guess. [This time it comes out like a grumble. Because she knows he's right, but the logic plug in her brain has been disconnected for a long time.] It just feels so... I don't know. Unfair.
[Chloe's feelings have a very expensive projector and it's currently running in overdrive.]
He didn't ask to get stuck with me, then left behind and then boom! Here I am again! What if I fucked him up like- like- it's just unfair! Why did I have to disappear again, when everything was fucking awesome before?