[Even when he was in the thick of it, whether on his own or reunited with the others... Dimitri cannot say he cared for it. If there was one thing that he used to look forward to, back then, it had been when everything would just... stop.]
[He had longed for that intensely.]
[But he doesn't dare to think about it anymore, not with how much he has to live for... including the man laying so weakly against him, needing everything, anything, that can be given to him.]
suicideal ideation cw
[Even when he was in the thick of it, whether on his own or reunited with the others... Dimitri cannot say he cared for it. If there was one thing that he used to look forward to, back then, it had been when everything would just... stop.]
[He had longed for that intensely.]
[But he doesn't dare to think about it anymore, not with how much he has to live for... including the man laying so weakly against him, needing everything, anything, that can be given to him.]
[Gently, Dimitri strokes his hair, his back.]
Then... I am yours to love.