I know it's a lot. And yeah... I never told anyone back home. I didn't want to- I don't know. Cause problems? I guess?

I promise I only ever used it to save people. I couldn't save everyone, but I did my best. I guess I did also use it one time when I stubbed my toe on the table leg. In my defense, it really hurt and I was already having a bad day. [ ????????? ]

Thank you for understanding. I did tell Dimitri here a bit, too. You're right. It is a relief. But- I also am sorry to burden you with the information. It's a whole lot to take in all at once.

I should probably tell everyone. I don't want to hide things anymore.