Yeah, but shouldn't it have been? I know everyone thinks it comes with the territory, but it shouldn't, right?

[He's trying very hard to sell that as being his one and only problem here. He might have more success if Ryan hadn't known him literally his entire life. Or at the very least if he didn't look at him like that.]

Y-yeah. I just don't know how to talk about that stuff. [There's a pause, then he offers Ryan an apologetic look.] Sorry.