chickenchoicejudy: Ramblings of a Lunatic - Bears in Trees (So I try and transcend my ego)
Ryan Akagi ([personal profile] chickenchoicejudy) wrote in [community profile] victory_road 2023-01-30 09:24 pm (UTC)

action;

[Yeah, that wasn't the right way to say that. He's kicking himself internally for it now - of course it would sound like he doesn't think Min trusts him.]

No, I know. I know you do. I didn't mean it like that.

[But that requires a follow up that feels harder - expressing what he actually meant. It's a hard transition for someone who spent a lot of his life acting like everything is always going great, and he's still pretty sure he sucks at not doing that, but he at least makes an effort now.

For a long time, it felt like the smart decision. Why would he want to make anyone worry about him on purpose when he could just deal with his shit himself? He should be able to carry his baggage. It's strange to have someone help him carry it, even someone he loves and trusts more than anyone.

Strange, but...not bad.
]

It's just...really cool that you do, that's all.

[He can feel his cheeks warm up, but it's the best way he can put it. It's really cool, and it means the whole world to him.]

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