You seem to have recovered quite well. Great dancer, too.

[She was an elegant dancer, it was true. Astarion was...having fun? So weird, despite it all. He found himself at peace with it, however. Now he was just enjoying himself. With Amarantha performing tricks, Yula and Phantasm were all giddy about it and circling everyone. They seemed to be happy everyone was having a good time, especially their vampire(???) friend.

Feeling a little gutsy, Astarion even gave her a small dip. Not a major one, but enough of one to give her perhaps some flighty feeling, if successful (performing that charisma check).]

Perhaps in a strange way, this weird ball gave you some closure you never thought you've have.