[That's a bit of a relief - Ryan isn't quite ready to let go of the mask, even if he isn't wearing it on his face at the moment. But the rest, Ryan seems unsure about.]

I shouldn't still be making mistakes like this though, especially over something so dumb...I'm just going to keep screwing up like this over and over and that so shitty.

[It's shitty of him and shitty for anyone else to have to deal with - shitty for Shiro to have to deal with, but without the mask on the words just tumble out.]