[Riz groans, pressing the balls of his hands against his eyes.]

I don't know, Boober. When I dream about this shit, I just... dream about what happened. I see Killian and I can feel his hands around my neck and then... nothing. [A pause.] In my dreams, I don't get revived. I wake up before that. So it's just darkness and feeling like I'm falling.

[Which hadn't been related to Killian at all, though Riz has an idea where that comes from.]