[He wasn't afraid of that hand. Astarion was also a monster, in the eyes of many. Except, Shiro was no monster. No man like him would ever be one to Astarion. There aren't many like Shiro, not at all. Not even his complicated feelings right now could tell him otherwise.
Even if he felt his skin run cold, he never took his eyes away from Shiro's.
But he doesn't know how to say it. He doesn't know how to take it from his stomach and out of his mouth.]
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[He wasn't afraid of that hand. Astarion was also a monster, in the eyes of many. Except, Shiro was no monster. No man like him would ever be one to Astarion. There aren't many like Shiro, not at all. Not even his complicated feelings right now could tell him otherwise.
Even if he felt his skin run cold, he never took his eyes away from Shiro's.
But he doesn't know how to say it. He doesn't know how to take it from his stomach and out of his mouth.]
...Then...stay...