[Deep down, and not even so deep down that he's not aware of it... he knows that's a good thing. That he loved this place. That he'd had a life here, and ONLY here. That maybe this would even be what his mother wanted for him... more than for him to join her.]
[But he'd spent so long with that as the only (literal OR figurative) light at the end of the tunnel in his heart, it's hard to accept the gift of a second chance.]
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[Deep down, and not even so deep down that he's not aware of it... he knows that's a good thing. That he loved this place. That he'd had a life here, and ONLY here.
That maybe this would even be what his mother wanted for him... more than for him to join her.][But he'd spent so long with that as the only (literal OR figurative) light at the end of the tunnel in his heart, it's hard to accept the gift of a second chance.]
i shold b grateful....
but its hard
living is v
very p
it just hurts