quadrangle: (weh)
Karkat Vantas ([personal profile] quadrangle) wrote in [community profile] victory_road 2017-01-30 04:13 am (UTC)

[He hadn't minded the names so much as the prospect of Terezi vanishing forever, and while yeah, he hadn't exactly wanted to voice the actual fear hiding behind all his usual bluster, he feels somewhat better now that she understands where he's coming from. And... all right, yeah, he's starting to maybe think he'd gone on about it a little too long about it with her actually extending an invitation, but besides that... shit. Okay, uh—]

I UM
OK I THINK I'D ENJOY THAT AND I SHOULD ACTUALLY GET SOME BADGES TOO, BUT...
UH LOOK, YOU'RE WELCOME TO TEASE ME ABOUT THIS AS MUCH AS YOU WANT, BUT THERE'S A HUMAN HOLIDAY COMING UP NEXT MONTH THAT'S BASICALLY ON THE SAME DAY THAT WAS MY FIRST DAY HERE, AND IT'S SOMETHING I DON'T WANT TO SCREW UP OR NOT BE AROUND FOR. BUT I DO WANT TO TRAVEL WITH YOU? I THINK IT COULD BE FUN.
ACTUALLY YEAH, MAYBE YOU'RE ONTO SOMETHING. MAYBE IF WE SPLIT THE TRIP UP INTO THREE OF THEM THAT ARE ONE MONTH LONG EACH, AND YOU CHECK BACK IN WITH US IN BETWEEN? AND I'LL GO WITH YOU THE NEXT TIME YOU COME BACK.
A MONTH IS WAY SAFER. OR AT LEAST I HOPE IT IS. AND WE CAN STAY IN TOUCH THE WHOLE TIME AND IT'LL BE EASIER TO ADJUST OUR TRAVEL SCHEDULES IF OTHER PEOPLE WANT TO GO TOO.
AND I'D DEFINITELY FEEL BETTER IF YOU WERE GONE FOR JUST ONE MONTH AT A TIME INSTEAD OF THREE. AND I'M SORRY FOR DUMPING THIS ON YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE, I'M THE LAST PERSON WHO SHOULD BE DICTATING HOW YOU SPEND YOUR TIME. I'M JUST, YOU KNOW, WORRIED.
AND I STILL DO RESPECT THAT IT'S IMPORTANT FOR YOU TO GO OUT ON YOUR OWN EVEN IF I DON'T THINK YOU NEED TO PROVE ANYTHING TO US. YOU JUST NEED TO PROVE IT TO YOURSELF? BECAUSE WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU. I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT.


[And it's only just beginning to occur to him that he should have made this private, but whatever, too late now. HE CARES OKAY.]

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