That you managed to do so by yourself is impressive, even if you had no choice if you wished to survive. Considering those attacks managed to kill everyone around you, I imagine your surroundings were far from safe.

[He may be ever so slightly underestimating how unsafe they were.]

Not only are out weapons taken from us when we are brought here, but they cannot be bought or even decently crafted. The edges of blades dull far too quickly, and open displaying even basic wooden spears may get you arrested.