If I wanted to guilt-trip you, I'd be rubbing it in your face that she's dead. But I'm not. Like I said, I had some level of respect for Nisha when we were working together, at least in the professional sense.

[of course she lost a lot of respect for her by the end, especially when Nisha had the gall to laugh when she heard about what caused her fallout with Atlas....]

I'm just trying to make you understand why she didn't agree to what you were asking her to do, since you don't seem to get it.