I think what's worse is doing the first one knowing they'll leave like everybody else did and I'll just have to start all over again with someone new, just for them to leave too. And then the next person will leave too. I'm...
[Sasha takes a deep breath because nope, crying is not allowed here.]
...tired of losing things and having to start over. Every time I make a friend and talk to them about things, they're gone in a week. They almost never come back either. And I haven't seen my best friend from home since I first got here, but I think with how people go home on me so quickly, maybe it's better he stay there. Even if our home isn't a good place to be, it would just be mean to let him see how nice this place can be for some people and then just sent him back.
[Maybe not caring so much about people would protect both of them. Sasha is trying her hardest to keep the walls up, but they aren't well built and some people just manage to creep by them anyway.]
Re: Private Video
[Sasha takes a deep breath because nope, crying is not allowed here.]
...tired of losing things and having to start over. Every time I make a friend and talk to them about things, they're gone in a week. They almost never come back either. And I haven't seen my best friend from home since I first got here, but I think with how people go home on me so quickly, maybe it's better he stay there. Even if our home isn't a good place to be, it would just be mean to let him see how nice this place can be for some people and then just sent him back.
[Maybe not caring so much about people would protect both of them. Sasha is trying her hardest to keep the walls up, but they aren't well built and some people just manage to creep by them anyway.]