3rd Castoff

[seasalthands]

[It's an actual video with his face this time. It's clearly snowing and Kira looks cold. His cheeks and nose are flushed red but other than that he's pretty pale. This boy isn't exactly dressed for the weather. (He's not really dressed for real life in general) His Butterfree is though! And occasionally the eager butterfly pushes his way into the camera, showing off it's white and blue scarf that matches Kira's outfit.]

Let's see... It's been four months or so. And I definitely don't hate it here. It's actually pretty great. But-- [He's too proud to say it.]

Anyway, I used to be a doctor back home. A marine surgeon actually. I'm from Japan and had a roommate and friend. The only friend I've ever had and he was pretty cool. I have one sister and my mom is sick currently. I was looking for a cure for her. But I'm sure my friend is looking after her for me.

I was just curious, I guess, about all your stories from home. I don't think anyone can complain too much about where we are but it's not home, you know?

I'm also freezing my ass off and I want to read some cozy stories about your lives. Some of you are more interesting than the creatures here.

Where're you from? What's your story?

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[torsion]

Never had either. I guess I've grown partial to dogs -- or at least pokemon that resemble them -- because of their loyalty once you gain their trust. Some seem to be more difficult to train or gain the trust of than others, but I guess I can relate to certain aspects of them.

[ Needless to say, she can relate to the unwavering loyalty and willingness to take a hit for a comrade. For Jill, their sacrificing nature and how they'll do anything, at any cost for the people they care for... it's qualities she also displays. Admittedly for very select few. ]

Get the feeling if one bonded to you, it'd be the kind that would want to be a Vaporeon. They're pretty interesting looking, I wonder what they feel like? Furry? Scaly? Something else?

Don't start me on that part. The egg thing kinda... you know, it's weird to begin with but the amount of time it takes to hatch and how they just appear. Guess I'm better off leaving it at that. Rather not consider pokemon reproduction seriously.

...mm, yeah, That's pretty big. My partner and his sister have a five year age gap, so he'd probably know about this all better than I would. I'm an only child. Figure it's hard not to get out of that gear; my partner still looks at his sister that way sometimes, even if she's perfectly capable of taking care of herself. Then again, he's a year older than me and I always feel the need to take care of him. I guess it just goes that way with people you care about, you know? [ For her, her feelings were overwhelming in a way she can't articulate. He's more than a work colleague and a friend, family wasn't right. Partner felt like the only way she could explain their relationship, though even that left questions aplenty to most people. ] Hope things worked out for you guys. Guess it sounds a lot like Chris and his sister; we kind of work together sometimes, but she does completely different work.

[seasalthands]

Me either, can't have a pet when you spend months at sea. With your job I'm guessing the reason is the same?

[Maybe when he gets back, since Josefumi rooms with him he can have him take care of any future pets. Oh, hell yes. He's going to get the sweetest aquarium.]

Oh, I've been called out already. But yep nailed it. That's the one I'd hope for. But you're right about how you want to go about it. Just let them pick.

You're telling me the egg thing is weird. Me, a simple man, trying to research things and trying to figure out where this shit comes from. It's bizarre. I did have a neat discussion about it but ultimately learned jack. And you talk to locals about it and they just laugh and go "yeah" not a big deal here. Just sort of roll with the punches apparently.

[It's a touch frustraiting. He wants to learn things but he gets blocked at every turn about everything.]

I think it's natural to feel that way about the people you care about? I mean, I'm not a person expert. Well I am because I'm a doctor but not on any kind of emotional level. But I don't know. I'd do anything to protect my sister and my, I guess you'd call him partner. Like... no hesitation I would die for these people. I think, that's probably natural, yeah?

But... yeah it sounds the same. We were all in this together but she was doing something much different.

[torsion]

It's hard enough to keep my furniture from being covered in dust, I don't want to think about bathing a living, breathing creature.

[ That probably tells you a lot about her experience with taking care of animals, that she'd compare the to a coffee table. Might be hard to find an aquarium large enough for a Lapras, but that's jumping way too far ahead in a lot of strange possibilities.

Jill would definitely take some time off for her Eevee, though. ]

I mean, they're all cool looking, but I wouldn't want anyone telling me the way I need to look right down to my hair color and what kind of skills I should have. [ It all hits too close to home. Maybe that's the real reason she was given an Eevee after all that's happened. To give something else the autonomy she'd craved and finally been afforded. ] Especially weird since a lot of them seem to be mammalian, right? As for the locals, anything beats someone telling me to call them mom who is probably the same age as me or younger, you know?

[ Jill wants to learn things, as well. Especially why that woman's calling herself "mom"... maybe she was hired by the government to help people that showed up here and took her job too seriously? On second thought... it might be a mystery she'd like to keep shrouded. ]

You're a physiological person expert? That sounds more accurate, anyway. Think it can be natural, but I don't think that... it's as easy as saying or feeling it? The average person would never be in the kind of positions you're also undoubtedly put in and since it's not fiction, mortality is pretty black and white. Guess that's too much existentialism, though, for me to really talk more about. Figure it's pretty rare in some ways, but it's nice to have someone around that can relate.

You mean surgeon... stuff, marine stuff, or the "other" part. [ The magical cat person part. ] For me, I guess I have the "found family" thing going on.

[seasalthands]

Fair enough for sure. I have my sister come in and clean up for me while I'm away. I can't come home to an apartment full of dust.

[He's right there with her and didn't even find that comparison strange.]

Oh God... That would be terrible. I'm so glad I don't look like a father of any kind. A lot of shitty things have happened to me but that would be the absolute worst thing hands down.

[He's exaggerating... probably.]

There we go, that's the kind of expert I am. But you're right... Regular people don't do what we do. Giving up your life for someone you care about seems like the obvious choice. And I am sure a lot of people would say they'd do that but it's different when you're not in a position where it could actually be a possibility.

Oh. The other part.

There's nothing wrong with that. Family is family no matter how it's put together.

[torsion]

I need to get one of those. Someone, I mean. Not a sister. Chris' sister would leave a bigger mess, but not sure I trust anyone to clean things up. It's not like I have a hundred porcelain figures or anything, though, so it's no big deal.

[ How reassuring of her to mention this. ]

Pretty much. I kinda grew out of the mom haircut in the 90s. I mean it wasn't mom then... You know what, let's drop this one.

[ It was an alright at best cut. The shape was a little awkward, but it was easy to take care of and if she didn't get a chance to cut it for long it didn't get in her eyes and drive her nuts. That was literally the criteria she had for it. ]

Mortality can be a scary thing. Especially if the other person would do the very same thing. But the average person doesn't have to make a split-second decision like that, as romantic an idea as it is.

[ She means in a more traditional "romantic" way, but she guesses it works for every definition. She supposes that's why she did it, too. Not the idea of it, but knowing that every second of living and breathing and knowing she could've saved Chris would have killed her more quickly than any mission might. No, she'd do it again without hesitation for him. People try to find other ways, fight it harder, refuse to accept it in those situations. For her, the snap judgement had been to rush Wesker and pray that Chris was left behind.

She doesn't regret it. ]

Guess it's nice when it's a bunch of people who are similar in some aspect, too. Not that blood-related family members can't be.

[seasalthands]

Yeah, I was going to say. Getting a sister is not a choice you yourself make. You can't just go get one. Maids are nice but pretty expensive I prefer my free sister one.

See. You said it like that so now I think you do have a hundred porcelain figures.

[He has some precious figures too. (Only two!) But his are a little easier to replace if his sister decides to knock one over.]

Consider it dropped.

I wish it wasn't such a romanticized thing. That's not a favorite trope of mine. You do it cause you want to save that person. And I think there's a thought that maybe you won't die if you take the hit but if they do, they will. And, even if you know you won't make it if you take the hit... there's something human in you that has to save that other person. Sure you could love them but that's not the driving force. You just want them to live.

And there is nothing super romanic about you being dead and that other person having to live with it. It's super shitty and not great.

[His friend already has some severe abandonment issues. If he dies on that boat it'd mess that kid up forever. But he wasn't going to let Fumi die for his choices either... it's such a hard split second choice but he's not going to stand idly by and let a friend die. There's not a bone in his body that would allow him to do that.]

I hear what you're saying. I suppose in your line of work your whole squad must feel like that.