Captain Ash (Asemu Asuno) (
captainash) wrote in
victory_road2019-02-25 11:00 am
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When you think of the people you left behind, do you imagine them as they were, or as they would be?
Time back home doesn't flow while we're here. I know that. But we feel its effects, so the brain sometimes just... forgets, I guess? And starts thinking about missed retirement parties.
Having to buy six years' worth of belated retirement presents would suck. And don't get me started about birthdays.
Time back home doesn't flow while we're here. I know that. But we feel its effects, so the brain sometimes just... forgets, I guess? And starts thinking about missed retirement parties.
Having to buy six years' worth of belated retirement presents would suck. And don't get me started about birthdays.

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[He's imagining himself all white-haired and old with the people he knows, yeah.
But yeah, Ash's text here sounds rather philosophical, and although Britt was never much for philosophy, this seems worth talking about]
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Which is going to be real fun for the kids who end up going through puberty twice, or those old enough to start their midlife crisis.
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[That sounds like a bonafide nightmare]
Then what's even the point of being here if we won't remember? This is stupid.
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I think about the guy I liked and how he's probably moved on. He liked to move fast.
I mean yeah you gotta kick yourself sometimes and remember that's not how things work but...I mean I feel older then when I got here. And I know I'm not the same girl I was back them either.
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Would any of them have tried to look for you? Felt something was wrong? Though I guess that depends on where you were at the time. A disappearance during a heist would be more obvious than one during a vacation.
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I dunno about the Titans. Kid Flash would have for awhile yeah...and maybe The Hive if they wanted something from me.
The last thing I remember was getting on a train to head downtown so yeah they wouldn't really know where to look.
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And I'm pretty new here so I'm still coming to terms with the whole, time thing. I know it works because I'd have noticed if Krieg were gone but...
Part of me still wonders what they're doing back home and not what they were doing when I last saw them.
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At least you're not forced to rely on third-hand stories to believe it? Not that brains care about that, during idle ponderings. Within a year or two, you'll start wondering who changed jobs and who got married.
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Having proof helped a lot. Which is good because I didn't need more things to be annoyed about when I got here.
I'm sure I'll do just that once I get used to the place. Or a variation of those thoughts.
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Maybe whatever brought us could tell you didn't need to deal with that at that moment, and generously made sure you'd be able to confirm it? Or maybe this is all random, and imagining hypothetical birthdays is how we cope with the sudden lack of certainty in our lives.
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I wonder more often... If one of them came here, would they be shocked by me? I mean, I'm still the same person, but I've grown, and I've accomplished things. I would hope they would be proud.
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They could also be proud without being shocked, if they expected you to do great in the first place. Unless you count the shock they'd feel upon meeting you new companions.
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I really wish I could share this great experience with them.
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I usually envision them as similar to the last time we met but sometimes they have changed and surprise me. Not regularly though.
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At least you'll never risk admitting that you once wondered how wrinkled they'd get.
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Well, bouts of incarceration are common during my absences so honestly sometimes I think nothing short of limb loss would be a shocking change.
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For a kid like him, that would be a huge change either way, right?
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Some of my friends from back home came here and both of them
They were ahead of me in the timeline so to speak. One was much further ahead. By ten years actually.
And then I left and went home myself and time passed..
It's strange having memories of this place, going home, then coming back and having memories of all of it still. Before and after. Makes grasping time really difficult.
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I also found out that the way I remember things is not how other people from my world remember it? So even more confusing.
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