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victory_road2020-07-01 10:50 am
fingersandteeth) wrote in victory_road2020-07-01 10:50 am
TEXT - backdated to the evening of 6/30 (cw: sibling death)
You would think that knowing for sure would make things better but it doesn't really.
It doesn't matter that she's got some good wraith friends or that Old Man Tsukiyomi's original is summoning her shade on the regular or that she doesn't blame me or that she knows now that goddamn piece of shit Fetch wasn't me.
She should be twenty-six twenty-seven something like that goddamn fairy time bullshit the point is that she's never going to be that old she's always going to be twenty-five right now twenty-five and dead.
You would have thought it would be good to see her over the weekend and it was but she's gone now and it's her birthday and everything hurts.
No matter how much I smoke Lydia it still hurts.
Fuck.
[Turns out you don't need an ion storm for what you thought were private messages getting sent to the network if you're intoxicated enough.]
It doesn't matter that she's got some good wraith friends or that Old Man Tsukiyomi's original is summoning her shade on the regular or that she doesn't blame me or that she knows now that goddamn piece of shit Fetch wasn't me.
She should be twenty-six twenty-seven something like that goddamn fairy time bullshit the point is that she's never going to be that old she's always going to be twenty-five right now twenty-five and dead.
You would have thought it would be good to see her over the weekend and it was but she's gone now and it's her birthday and everything hurts.
No matter how much I smoke Lydia it still hurts.
Fuck.
[Turns out you don't need an ion storm for what you thought were private messages getting sent to the network if you're intoxicated enough.]
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I'm well aware I fucked up Dirk I don't need you to tell me.
High me is always a huge bitch with no filter I'm sorry Tyler didn't warn you but you weren't supposed to see this.
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I will never fucking understand why, when you know what kind of liability and embarrassment intoxication makes of you, anyone would still voluntarily inflict it on themselves and everyone around them.
Here's a tip, and I'm only saying this for you once: Future Steven is you, dunkass. You want to be him? Then start developing that potential instead of wasting it. That means not being a waste, or wasted, to begin with.
We'll talk when you're sober.
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It turns out that not only do you come back fully healed but also fully sober just in case you want to know but I would rather you didn't murder me just because you're straight edge and also a giant prude.
But fine whatever it's not like it's easy to do that shit when most of my abilities are cut off from me and this stupid world doesn't have weapons but whatever I guess it's not like there aren't some things I can still do.
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- Uber_Marionettist is now an idle chum! -