[Oh boy, Zuke, check out what name is popping up on your screen today!]
I feel deeply for your situation, stranger. I used to often think that, although my own feelings blossomed easily for those around me, I did not deserve to truly pursue them. I hope that, in your case, it is merely a matter of an awkward position, and not your own view of yourself poisoning your views.
Yet since arriving to Johto, I have found myself in a rather peculiar situation when it comes to romance, and it has made me want to be more optimistic in such matters. I have also learned a lot more about what is actually possible versus what is expected. It is all rather confusing, and strange. I do not blame you for being overwhelmed.
I cannot help you with how you feel about being straight, but perhaps my telling you of how my own lovers and I came to be may help you think of what you want to do in your own case?
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I feel deeply for your situation, stranger. I used to often think that, although my own feelings blossomed easily for those around me, I did not deserve to truly pursue them. I hope that, in your case, it is merely a matter of an awkward position, and not your own view of yourself poisoning your views.
Yet since arriving to Johto, I have found myself in a rather peculiar situation when it comes to romance, and it has made me want to be more optimistic in such matters. I have also learned a lot more about what is actually possible versus what is expected. It is all rather confusing, and strange. I do not blame you for being overwhelmed.
I cannot help you with how you feel about being straight, but perhaps my telling you of how my own lovers and I came to be may help you think of what you want to do in your own case?