22nd [text only]

[forsaintcecilia]

Hey. This is Kazuki.

So this is kinda super embarrassing, and I'm not thinking straight right now, but.

I'm sure some of you got to talk to Tonks the other day. Most of it was recorded, and I don't think any of it was that bad, but I apologize if he offended anyone.

If I don't just say this I'm gonna skirt around it forever. I'm sorry. This is kinda abrupt.

I started to feel off like, a couple of days ago? And I didn't think anything about it. But then it got worse. And then it got worser.

The doctor says I've got a real nasty case of Mono. Tonks swears up and down that he didn't kiss anybody, but I dunno. He must've swallowed a lot of spit for me to feel this bad.

That was probably too much. I'm sorry. I'm not thinking straight.

I need help with everything. All of it.

I'm sorry.

Comments

[text]

[forsaintcecilia]

I'm sure I'll be okay... Eventually. I'm still young...ish?

[Oh god, I'm 23 years old, I'm an adult.]

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What is considered old?

[forsaintcecilia]

Well, when I was a kid, I definitely thought my age now to be old...

[instrumentally]

Do you like this age, now that it is here?

[forsaintcecilia]

That's a really good question, Rei-chan.

Life is definitely more complicated... But the freedom is nice.

[instrumentally]

It is difficult to get used to. But I am fond of it, as well.

[forsaintcecilia]

I think that... It's probably relationships that's the hardest, once you're out of school.

[instrumentally]

Understanding others, and being understood in return. Yes. These are hard.

[forsaintcecilia]

I think you're doing a pretty good job these days!

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Talking to so many different people is helpful.

[forsaintcecilia]

Do you talk to a lot of different people?

[instrumentally]

Yes. On the network.

[forsaintcecilia]

That's great! If you ever want to meet up, they're welcome to come here, okay?

[That way, big bro Kazuki can make sure they pass muster!]