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Video 1: February 21
[The video clicks on to show Ryou, except...he looks a lot more upset than he normally does, doesn't he?]
You know what? I'm tired of being pushed around and used as a perfect little 'landlord' by a spirit who was happy to see my friends comatose or dead. I'm tired of being blamed for what the Spirit did even though none of it was my fault. I just want a break, but I can't even get that here because I had a Carnivine chasing me everywhere I went and jumping me for a month!
[Behind him, a Hisuian Zoroark and a Chimecho can be seen. The Chimecho looks concerned and floats forward as if to interrupt, but the Zoroark just shakes her head no. Let Ryou vent, it's fine.]
Video 2: February 22
[The next day heralds another video from Ryou, except he's now looking a lot more sheepish than yesterday.]
I'm sorry about yesterday, I shouldn't have made that public for everyone to see. I just had a lot on my mind.
[The video clicks on to show Ryou, except...he looks a lot more upset than he normally does, doesn't he?]
You know what? I'm tired of being pushed around and used as a perfect little 'landlord' by a spirit who was happy to see my friends comatose or dead. I'm tired of being blamed for what the Spirit did even though none of it was my fault. I just want a break, but I can't even get that here because I had a Carnivine chasing me everywhere I went and jumping me for a month!
[Behind him, a Hisuian Zoroark and a Chimecho can be seen. The Chimecho looks concerned and floats forward as if to interrupt, but the Zoroark just shakes her head no. Let Ryou vent, it's fine.]
Video 2: February 22
[The next day heralds another video from Ryou, except he's now looking a lot more sheepish than yesterday.]
I'm sorry about yesterday, I shouldn't have made that public for everyone to see. I just had a lot on my mind.
Video 1
That's awful. I'm really sorry you've been going through so much.
[And the latter sounds like something else cruel the Snorunt did. Radley is angry, but tries not to show it. Ryou is upset enough.]
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[That Chimecho in the background looks like she really wants to interrupt this Alolan Raichu pancake fueled rant, but holds off. If this is apparently fine, then she'll trust that this is fine.]
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Did they get better?
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[Even in his anger, there is a hint of relief at that much.]
It wasn't just comas though. The Spirit would take their souls and trap them in character miniatures so that I could keep playing with them forever - which was not what I wanted!
[Ryou huffs, trying to calm down but unable to.]
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What the hell?! How is that even possible?!
[He would probably rather not know.]
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[Perhaps thankfully, Ryou isn't going too far into how all that was possible.]
At least the Spirit stopped doing that after a while, but then he just switched to pretending he had somehow turned 'good' and that he wanted to help so that I would keep wearing the Ring he was bound to. And I wanted to believe it, too! I wanted to think it could be true!
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[And this other info sounds terribly naive, but ... Radley had kept believing he could win Kalin over too. When you really long for something, sometimes a certain naivete or denial is involved. He won't criticize.]
That would have been wonderful, if it could have only been true. I'm sorry it wasn't.
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... Did they seriously blame you for his actions?
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Aigami sure did! He blamed me for killing Shadi, even though he saw the Spirit do it! He hunted me down and tried to kill me over it!
[Are you proud of yourself for feeding into this, Marik?]
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Because you're an easy target, more than likely. Which is foolish considering that killing you won't get rid of the Spirit.
No one truly understands the Items like we do. The abilities that they give you. In your and Atem's case though, you got the added bonus of being worn as a skinsuit.
[Even Marik himself hitched a ride.
This would be far more dramatic if he wasn't hiccupping between every other sentence.]
I'm pleased to hear you're going to start standing up for yourself.
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[Ignore that bitter, cold tone. it's fine.]
Thanks, though. I'm sick and tired of just taking whatever happens to me without pushing back. Do you know how many times I transferred schools to get away from my bad reputation when the Spirit was stealing people's souls? Too many times!
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[Just like Bakura was for the creation of the Millennium Items and Zorc.
He recognizes that slight voice shift. While he knows the Spirit isn't in there, it's pleasing to see his presence still lingers in a way.]
I can only imagine.
You don't need to deal with any of that anymore though. You're a free man. You get to carve your own path in life.
You know you have my full support on whatever you decide - as long as it makes you happy.
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[He's more curious than he lets on for -private- reasons, but he's trying to play it cool.]
Re: video
[In the background, Banshee perks up at her name, apparently proud that she's the one Ryou asked to help him if he ever got possessed again.]
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Okay. And why does some musty angry spirit have beef with one of your friends? That doesn't sound like what a Barian or Astral being would do at all.
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kept possessing me wanted revenge against him for the destruction of his village. Atem didn't even order it, he was just connected by being part of the monarchy!
[Well, the Spirit also wanted to summon in Zorc, but the focus is on his issues with Atem and the fact that Atem hadn't been the one to order it, let alone knew what happened until he was told.]
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[More importantly, what's up with just casually saying that you're friends with an Ancient Egyptian Pharaoh?! Either this guy is a lot more of a loon than IV first assumed or something seriously weird is going on here!]
How did your 'friend' handle that mess?
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[Insert air quotes here.]
-'Too evil to help'. Never mind that I was wearing that cursed Ring when that Scales test was done, I was the only one barred. All I know is that he and our friends managed to get rid of the Spirit while I was busy being possessed again.
[Can you imagine how it feels to wake up from a possession and find out the Spirit who was tormenting you for years is now gone, for good? Ryou knows.]
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[His gaze turns knowing for a second.]
Be glad they at least had the decency to give you an obvious nonsense excuse. What kind of scales did they use to detect something like that? And where'd the Pharaoh guy go?
[He would try to imagine it, but the crest that both possesses and protects his soul is still firmly branded onto his body. Maybe having somebody else to blame would have been nicer than knowing that it's always been only you yourself, one way or another.]
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[Ah, so that's where these spirits came from.]
A man named Shadi was the owner of the Scales and insisted on doing the test. [By the tone of his voice, he really doesn't like Shadi.] I had the Ring, which was one of the two with a spirit bound to it. Apparently it was too hard for Shadi to ask me to take the Ring off and test again, because I was just 'too evil' according to the Scales! It couldn't be the Spirit of the Ring throwing the Scales off!
[Ryou huffs, still frustrated with that incident and still affected by those odd pancakes.
As for where the pharaoh went-]
He was sent on to the afterlife. Atem was actually here for a bit, like us, but he left. Went back home.
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Once he's sure he has his face back under control he smiles briefly again, faking empathy.]
I'm sorry.
That sounds like you were dealt a really dirty hand, and that on every aspect of it. I take it that there was no way to deal with that spirit of yours besides possession and it being exercised?
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[The next part is said in a tone of extreme bitterness, a cold edge creeping in as he thinks about what happened.]
He managed to come back every time, except for the last. And he had me convinced that he had turned good, so I'd keep wearing the Ring for him.
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[Because oh brother, let him tell you about the killer games they have where he comes from.]
....at least you only have 2 in 7, rather than 1 in 100 things and all are possessive as shit.
[Wait, he's supposed to be polite while in public, still.]
Pardon my language.
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[Ryou's next words are almost snarled, his anger directed at what the Spirit had done to his friends.]
The Spirit used to seal the souls of my friends into their tabletop minis so I could 'keep playing with them forever' as some sort of fucked up wish granting thing. I suppose I should be lucky everyone was put back in their bodies eventually, but...
[But it was still confusing and frightening to go through that. And who knows how Ryou's previous friends feel about him after the fact, even if he was possessed.
The only thing that sort of brings him out of that particular rage is the mention of 100 possessive things that IV apparently knows about, and even then he's still mad.]
1 in 100? What in the world were you dealing with?
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I'm sorry. I know it means way too little with a situation like that, but I truly am. Were you and your friends aware of what was going on?
[He feels like he has heard a similar tale not too long ago. Ah, yeah, Yuzu and her story of people being turned into cards. Different game pieces, same idea.
His expression turns guarded as he ponders how to wrap up everything he knows about the Numbers, and how to say as little as possible while profiting the most of it at the same time.]
The key to an interdimensional bomb, simply put. Think Heaven and Hell wanting to take that final jab at each other, except that they need to first blast a way through the mortal realm to be able to do that. That roughly paints the picture.
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[Five years of not knowing why he kept having memory gaps or why his friends kept going comatose. And that's not counting the time after he found out about the Spirit, where he knew he was being possessed but didn't stop himself from wearing the Ring.
As for the Number cards...]
...What the hell. That's horrible.
[What else does he say to that?]
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I'm one of those people who try to collect those fragments and keep them from possessing people. You endured those uncanny events for a long time.
[Or rather: he was amazingly dense to only realize the common factor after so long. But IV still wants to be on Ryou's good side for now.]
Video 2
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[He rubs the back of his head with his hand, looking kind of awkward about the whole thing.]
I don't know what got into me there. I think I was just upset and needed to vent.
[What got into him was the Raichu provided pancakes.]
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*was he affected? he has no intention of admitting it if he can*
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[It's not hard to guess what the trigger was, considering that Alolan Raichu delivered pancakes are kind of weird...
But then again, what's also weird is that he talked about the possessions and the Spirit so openly. Normally it's a very awkward topic at best these days, and now it's all out in the open.]
I don't usually talk about that topic most of the time.
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*he would know, after all*
That said, the feelings you expressed on the subject are also quite understandable.
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[Give him a moment to think here. It's already been made public that he was possessed by an ancient spirit for a while, so no point in being quiet about it now.]
...There was a lot that happened with the Spirit that kept possessing me, and I don't remember most of what he did. I've been hoping to catch a break now that he's gone, but I haven't been able to do that yet.
[Prime example: the Carnivine incident.]
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... However, even then, I hope you can still take some consolation in the fact that your mind is still whole and your own, at the very least.
*did his expression soften a bit on that last bit? maybe you imagined it...*
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[Ryou manages a slight smile.]
I don't have the Ring anymore, and I told one of my Pokémon to stop me if I ever become possessed again, so I think I should be safe now.
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An understandable precaution, and certainly most Pokemon are quite strong enough to carry it out.
That said, they do tend to instinctively be inclined to obey their trainers, so if it's a concern of yours, I'd recommend working with a couple to train them to discern what is and isn't you acting in your right mind. While it can take some effort it's quite possible to teach them to respond to alternatives, or stop listening to 'you' temporarily.
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If it helps, I believe that your actions here would speak volumes about how you are when you are not being possessed by whoever or whatever this "Spirit" is. I don't know the full details, obviously, but I do not think anyone would blame you for being tired of being used like that.
[If only she had any idea of who this Spirit was and the shenanigans associated with him that she had to deal with, oh well.]
I know it's not much, but maybe try taking some time for yourself now that you don't have to deal with that Carnivine to unwind? That's what I would do, anyway.
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[That incident is still a sore point with him, especially now that he knows that Bobasa and Shadi were one and the same.
The suggestion of taking time for himself gets a frustrated sigh from him, the knowledge of what his luck is generally like weighing on him more than it normally would.]
As long as nothing else weird happens, I can try.
[He thought he saw a game store somewhere in Goldenrod, maybe he should check that out at some point.]