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Eighth Sacrament: Birth
[ The immediate scene on the screen is a very frozen Walter sitting on his bed, clearly trying to breathe very slowly, as a Flareon sits on him and is watching him very happily, wagging it's flame-like tail. It leans even closer and Walter tenses, hands curled up at his side. He doesn't relax even as the Flareon presses it's face against his chest, looking up at him with pitch black eyes.
On the floor is the remains of an egg and on the table is a Fire Stone.
Eileen chirps to him, signaling that the gear is on. She goes over and doesn't get the Flareon off him, simply smiling and checking the Flareon and clearly squeeing a little. Her first egg hatching! Walter swallows, clearly still locked up with nerves. He needs Help. Which is why Eileen was supposed to have called Manka... ]
Manaka. This isn't a Ponyta.
On the floor is the remains of an egg and on the table is a Fire Stone.
Eileen chirps to him, signaling that the gear is on. She goes over and doesn't get the Flareon off him, simply smiling and checking the Flareon and clearly squeeing a little. Her first egg hatching! Walter swallows, clearly still locked up with nerves. He needs Help. Which is why Eileen was supposed to have called Manka... ]
Manaka. This isn't a Ponyta.
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When he calls her warm, the Flareon beamed and glowed a deep red, becoming even warmer. ]
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I don't think she's going to bite you.
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They're very important.
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[He'd gotten hugs-- until the humans realized what he was, anyway. After that, only Mommy had given him hugs. But that had been good enough for him.]
Are you getting enough now?
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Do you feel happy and safe?
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[ Sometimes he feels happy but most of the time he's empty. And he's not safe. His Pokemon protect him but Valtiel will find him. ]
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He tensed as the Flareon placed her front paws on his leg, still coddling up to him. ]
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Do I have to explain body heat to you again?
It's not that strange.
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[ He's not talking about Pokemon anymore. He can't help the frustration in his voice because you know what? He would love to just accept being hugged. He would really, really like to be held by someone who cares about him, who would keep him safe. But he's never had that, never will have that and even if he did, he wouldn't know how to even accept it.
At his side, the Flareon's ears fell sadly. Her trainer sounded so...she settled half on his lap, glowing warmly. ]
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Homunculi don't have families either, but my friends still hug me.
I see friendly humans hug all the time.
Humans love hugging!
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My parents left me at birth. I didn't have friends. Nobody hugged me before I came here. I lived and died without hugs.
Since I have been here, I have been hugged once by a human. Humans do like hugs, and hug each other. But they don't hug me.
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[He rolls his eyes, because really, it's a VERY simple solution!]
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You don't. Have to. I'm not going to be good at it. And I know you have other people to hug. [ How does one accept affection. WALTER DOESN'T KNOW. ]
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That's okay.
I had to learn about a lot of human things, too.
And anyway, hugging is pretty easy. It doesn't require much effort, which is part of why it's so nice.