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[bleedingunversed]

Real funny, Xion.

You can stop blocking my messages any time and take your stupid Pokemon back.

If anyone is with her tell her to contact me. Her Pokemon won't stop sulking.

[Look he's well aware what's most likely going on but someone might be a little bit in denial. Not that he's going to admit it but...this one hurts.]

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[anexcitableboy]

oh man i'm sorry

this kinda thing happens to me a lot but i hope whatevers going on it turns out okay

[Even if it probably won't, but Jimmy's lost so many people...he can't help but hope there's some other explanation for this person.]

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[schachmeister]

I don't think it's that. I've been trying to contact her too, and my messages keeping bouncing as well. I afraid to say she's probably not in this world anymore.

[Xion wouldn't have a reason to block Armin, he assumes. After all, they only talked... once, maybe?]

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[bleedingunversed]

Bullshit. She's just being her stupid self that's all this is.

[Sorry Armin he's not taking this well. Losing people is still a very new thing to him when it comes to learning about being a real boy.]

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[schachmeister]

I don't think Xion is the type that would allow her Pokemon to get unhappy for something like a prank.

[Really, they had only talked once but Armin remembers how quick Xion had been to defend her Type: Null from any slight.]

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[bleedingunversed]

SHE'S NOT GONE

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[bleedingunversed]

Stupid goddamn worthless wannabe nobody how can she be gone?!

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[bleedingunversed]

that idiot

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[schachmeister]

I'm sorry. I know how painful it is when someone leaves. Were the two of you close friends?

[Because you don't throw a tantrum like this unless you feel those positive, squishy emotions for each other.]

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[bleedingunversed]

No

We were

She was like me. Neither of us are real where we come from. She understood what it's like.

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[schachmeister]

I'm sorry, I'm not sure if I understand. How can you be not real?

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[bleedingunversed]

She was a clone. I'm one half of a whole.

Neither of us should have existed back home.

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[schachmeister]

A clone. That is a copy of someone, right?

[Listen, he comes from a world where science is still trying to figure out antibiotics, let alone stand cloning. What little he knows about the subject are things he has picked up here and there in this world.]

I am not sure how you can be half of a whole, but did your existence hurt others in some way? In and of itself, I mean.

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[bleedingunversed]

Yeah.

I was made from the darkness pulled from someone else's heart. I wasn't a real person back home. I was a thing created by my master.

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[schachmeister]

The darkness from someone's heart?
I'm not sure I understand what you mean.
How could that sort of thing create a person?

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[bleedingunversed]

Things work differently in my world from yours most likely.

Master Xehanort was able to manipulate darkness in whatever way he wanted.

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[schachmeister]

Master Xehanort

Is he the one who... created you?

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[bleedingunversed]

Yes.

He's the one that shattered Ventus's heart to create me. Then trained me to be exactly what he wanted so I could re-merge with Ventus and take complete control and forge the X-Blade.

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[keep_surviving]

[Like most, Diana can guessed what happened. Unless they're pulling a goddamn Walter. She decides to ask about Vani instead of the situation.]

U ok, lil bro?

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[bleedingunversed]

[It takes him a bit to reply as he tries to get himself together. He's frustrated. He's angry. He's upset as much as he doesn't want to admit it. He'd actually started to like Xion..]

i'm fine. it is what it is

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[keep_surviving]

i dnt think so. it is wht it is. and wht it is is bullshit. no ones fine with bullshit.

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[bleedingunversed]

whining about it isn't going to change anything

it'll be quieter with her gone

less people nagging me

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[keep_surviving]

no it wont.

bt pretending u dnt feel anythin about it wnt help u either.

come on Vani. its me. u kno wht a fucking wreck i am at handlin crap. theres no way i cn give u shit about it.

u cn call me up n scream about how pissed off u r if you wnt. i dnt mind.

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[bleedingunversed]

i shouldn't care that's the problem

i didn't know her back home even though we're from the same place

she's nothing to me

but for some reason i'm mad that she's gone

i liked harassing her bothering her

she wasn't

this is stupid and i'm irritated with myself

i fucking hate emotions

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[keep_surviving]

we do lots of shit we shouldnt. u and me especially.

its not stupid. u get used to ppl being there. u get used to a routine. n u liked the time u spent with her even tho u were just buggin her.

and now thts been pulled out from under you. and it fucking sucks n u miss all that stuff.

emotions are the fucking worst.

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[bleedingunversed]

i'm not suppose to miss people

i'm not suppose to like people

that's ventus

not me

but now it is me and i

this sucks

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[keep_surviving]

it is u now. and i kno it sucks.

im sorry van. its total crap.

but it wont always suck as bad.

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[bleedingunversed]

yeah

i guess

[There's a long pause between those texts and the next as Vanitas takes some time to calm down.]

if you leave i'll find you and kick your ass. just so you know.

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[keep_surviving]

hit me up if you need me. ok?

im down to shout about what bullshit having feelings is whenever.

fuck man. if i leave you have total permission to drag my ass back by my hair.

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[bleedingunversed]

i will. and likewise. walter told me you left.

be careful.

like i need your permission.

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[keep_surviving]

what a taddle tail. come on. u knew i left after christmas. i kno u figured it out while i was hiding at pops. i kno ur smart.

he told me ud been talkin to him. thinkin of becomin a real rebel like ur sister?

hey, guess what?

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[bleedingunversed]

I had a hunch but I wasn't 100% sure about anything.

Maybe.

What?

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[keep_surviving]

smart boy.

aww. im so proud of my lil bro. u kno ur 2 gd 4 tht place anyway.

love you. <3

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[bleedingunversed]

I just don't like the idea of hurting Pokemon. I don't give a shit about hurting other people but hurting Pokemon is stupid.


love you too, sis. :P

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[keep_surviving]

well. give me a call if you need me ok?

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[bleedingunversed]

I will.

Thanks, sis.

[borschtkot]

I'm sorry, Van...

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[bleedingunversed]

shit happens

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[bleedingunversed]

it just sucks

[borschtkot]

It does. Doesn't matter if shit happens. Can still be sad about it.

[bleedingunversed]

I don't like feeling this way though.

[borschtkot]

Nobody does. It sucks. It's part of being human though. You just have to work your way through it.

[bleedingunversed]

How though?

[borschtkot]

You wake up like you normally do. You do the stuff you do every day. You eat and you train your Pokemon and you talk to your friends and sometimes you'll think about the person who left and it'll hurt but you keep going.

And, eventually, it'll hurt less when you think about it because all wounds scar and scars don't hurt but they're still there for you to remember.

[bleedingunversed]

That

God being an actual person sucks.



Thank you, Yuri.

[borschtkot]

It does but I have some practice

You'll get it, don't worry.

[bleedingunversed]

Here's hoping you're right..

[borschtkot]

There's a lot of nice feelings to outweigh the bad ones. Missing someone means you loved them in a way too, doesn't it?

[bleedingunversed]

I guess.

I'm not

I've never

This is still new to me. Too new.

[borschtkot]

Well, I can promise it won't really stop sucking but you'll find ways to adapt at least. And I'm here for you too