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victory_road2020-07-01 10:50 am
fingersandteeth) wrote in victory_road2020-07-01 10:50 am
TEXT - backdated to the evening of 6/30 (cw: sibling death)
You would think that knowing for sure would make things better but it doesn't really.
It doesn't matter that she's got some good wraith friends or that Old Man Tsukiyomi's original is summoning her shade on the regular or that she doesn't blame me or that she knows now that goddamn piece of shit Fetch wasn't me.
She should be twenty-six twenty-seven something like that goddamn fairy time bullshit the point is that she's never going to be that old she's always going to be twenty-five right now twenty-five and dead.
You would have thought it would be good to see her over the weekend and it was but she's gone now and it's her birthday and everything hurts.
No matter how much I smoke Lydia it still hurts.
Fuck.
[Turns out you don't need an ion storm for what you thought were private messages getting sent to the network if you're intoxicated enough.]
It doesn't matter that she's got some good wraith friends or that Old Man Tsukiyomi's original is summoning her shade on the regular or that she doesn't blame me or that she knows now that goddamn piece of shit Fetch wasn't me.
She should be twenty-six twenty-seven something like that goddamn fairy time bullshit the point is that she's never going to be that old she's always going to be twenty-five right now twenty-five and dead.
You would have thought it would be good to see her over the weekend and it was but she's gone now and it's her birthday and everything hurts.
No matter how much I smoke Lydia it still hurts.
Fuck.
[Turns out you don't need an ion storm for what you thought were private messages getting sent to the network if you're intoxicated enough.]
LOCKED AS FUCK
FOREVER LOCKED
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Holy shit. I cannot fucking believe this.
I don't give a shit about that. Or I didn't, now we might have to have words about it later.
His dreams, asshole. You were fucking with his dreams? Remember saying that? You told the entire network about it, just now?
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Yeah I did that I didn't mean for him to realize it was me but it turns out that not only does he dream about his memories and it's real fucking easy to accidentally set off the apocalypse when you were only trying to unbuild his hometown but if you stick in one extra dead body that wasn't in those memories he realizes you're there and goes apeshit.
Honestly I was only trying to pay him back for giving me nightmares first I didn't realize his would be so much worse than mine.
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I told you, I literally fucking told you, don't fucking fuck with Emet. Don't talk to him, don't look at him, don't even breathe in his literal direction. Don't push him down any more goddamn stairs, all that good shit.
Remember? We had a whole conversation about that exact thing?
Jesus shitting Christ. A nightmare pissing contest? Really?
When did this happen? Please fucking tell me it wasn't this last weekend.
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We're not playing that game, not now. You're not my fucking ex.
What other Steven are you even talking about? You mean Connie's ex?
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I mean Future Steven he can charm even fucking Solus and he's got a lot more power and a gun and really great Mantle Autumn fucking loves him also he's the goddamn Barrow-Tender.
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This isn't about you being sufficiently charming or how armed you are or whatever the hell a Mantle is, this is about you, Present Steven, fucking up despite very good advice explicitly instructing you do the opposite.
Again? Do I really have to say that? Fucking up again.
Holy shit, it really is like talking to Jake. I hate this version of you already.
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I'm well aware I fucked up Dirk I don't need you to tell me.
High me is always a huge bitch with no filter I'm sorry Tyler didn't warn you but you weren't supposed to see this.
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I will never fucking understand why, when you know what kind of liability and embarrassment intoxication makes of you, anyone would still voluntarily inflict it on themselves and everyone around them.
Here's a tip, and I'm only saying this for you once: Future Steven is you, dunkass. You want to be him? Then start developing that potential instead of wasting it. That means not being a waste, or wasted, to begin with.
We'll talk when you're sober.
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It turns out that not only do you come back fully healed but also fully sober just in case you want to know but I would rather you didn't murder me just because you're straight edge and also a giant prude.
But fine whatever it's not like it's easy to do that shit when most of my abilities are cut off from me and this stupid world doesn't have weapons but whatever I guess it's not like there aren't some things I can still do.
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