I want to Beheeyemlieve

[indigo_league]

Who: All affected!
Where: Inside a dream, a memory.
When: Halloween night!
Summary: Log for the 2021 Beheeyem Halloween event
Rating: Many of these memories may involve experiences that could be distressing. Please make sure to read the individual CWs for each top level. Also, make sure to tag your own top levels accordingly.

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[zukeini]

"Will everyone quit SAYING that at the worst time?"

He wasn't really saying that in any real frustration, just so inopportune when other things mattered more. It's been a long night and he didn't want to share this part of himself. Although thinking it over, it did make things more...clear.

"Also it's not like that it's just...personal, is all. This isn't exactly something ideal I'd want my friends to go through. It's too weird."

The memory was fuzzy still but going clearer as Zuke held the blindfold. He was so disgustedly embarrassed that he was about to puke. "But I guess in hindsight, this moment was the beginning for me, and now I'm here dealing with my own romantic problems again. But it makes sense."

[rollstoseduce]

"You can't blame me for being surprised, I thought you were human!"

And the skin obviously means he's half something, right? Right. No biggie.

But ok, there aren't any consent issues here, so that's relieving at least. But Zuke still doesn't look or sound ok - Jaskier can understand being upset at having a personal, embarrassing memory violated, but this is obviously about something else.

"If you ask me, blindfolds are pretty low on the weird sex scale." It's an attempt at a joke, don't mind him. He hates seeing Zuke like this, he's usually such a chill guy. Jaskier puts a hand on his friend's arm and gives it a squeeze. "Talk to me, Zuke. The beginning of what? There is more going on here than this being an embarrassing memory for you."

[zukeini]

"I kinda...can't find the words for it. And I'm human, okay? Just apparently DIFFERENT to you guys."

He had to shake himself into the zone, no more nonsense. He just. Had to get this over with. With someone watching.




Could he still throw up? He wanted to throw up.

"Listen, nevermind any of it, I better just let this go on like it's supposed to," he said as he put the blind fold on himself ah he sat on the couch in the middle of the large room. The memory began to reset. The paintings, sculptures, and the colors all coming back together. But now it was Zuke instead of Jaskier here, hoping he could resolve this by living through again more literally.

He could hear the sounds, knowing what was happening. But Jaskier got to see for himself, that Nadia sprung out numerous arms out of her body.

[rollstoseduce]

"The words for what? Zuke, what are you--"

Jaskier goes after him, getting worried about seeing such a reaction from his friend - yep, this definitely isn't just about sex, something else is going here, something horrifying. As he comes closer, Nadia springs out numerous arms--

Well, that answers his question, he guesses.

"We need to talk about your definition of human!" He exclaims as he grabs Zuke's arm and tries to dag him away. "We are not doing his, nope, nonononono, thank you but no."

[zukeini]

"Jaskier, we don't have a choice," Zuke was firm but remained in his calm tone of voice. He was terrified because he knew what this looked like, or did he know? It was so hard to explain for him, but he was hoping to get the message across by shoving his arm away.

The memory began distorting again.

"It's just gonna restart. I swear I come out of this fine it's just-...I don't want to say it. Please don't make me," he kept his blindfold on as a way to keep this under control but he sounded exasperated.

"You just have to trust me. Please."